Active in multiple addictions, I chased stimulation, riches and validation-  anything to escape diving into the void that can only ever be filled with self-love.

I desired quick fixes. I was sold shallow solutions to gaping internal wounds.

Coach, after therapist, after ceremony - ended up being a repetitive cycle of narcissistic abuse. 

 It took years to find healers in integrity and alignment who respected The Work , embodied in their being, not selling a story. 

In this time I befriended my void. 

 

Filling my void has taken me on the journey of a lifetime, to the edge and back. I have faced and escaped both metaphorical and literal death. Walked barefoot through the desert , blind, led alone by faith. With each trial I've grown stronger, blessed to walk another day. 

A reminder," I have truly lived. "

Today my life is filled with friends, freedom and family. I want for nothing and have everything. 

I share my time with you, because my experiences prove, I can truly love and find forgiveness for anyone. We are in a time which every light, and every ounce of love matters. 

.... and if I can do it, then you can too <3